EVERYONE I FINALLY MADE A NEW DEVIANT ART.

IT IS ZETANAI.

GO NOW AND VIEW.

I MADE ALL MY PICTURES LOOK BETTER THAN THEY DO ON THERE
(it wasbasically just some border magic, and some cropping on a few)

What is UUUUPPPP?

I've FINALLY gotten Lorenzo [my computer, my baby] back. He's been dead for like...ever.

Anyway I'm super excited and have been submitting stuff and woo and YAY! Hehe.

I'm also excited because I'm going to see Robby the September 28th through Ovtober 3rd. I'm SO excited. That is, unless Work doesn't give me off. They should, though. They know he lives far away and I don't get to see him often.

Nothin's really been up lately. I'm getting a new camera as soon as i get up the money. I'd have enough when I get paid next but I need to give $100 to my mom for car ensurance and I need like $170 something for my plane tickets for Robby.
I've just been workin, at Walgreens, and chillin around. TRYING to get sleep, you know, the usual.

Also since I last wrote, I've gotten my tongue pierced [at senior week] and I've started guaging my ears. I'm down to a 6 and I don't really plan on going any bigger. Maybe a 4, but 2 is where i absolutely draw the line. I will NOT go bigger than a 2. 6 was where i drew it but 2 is THE biggest I will let myself go.
Anyway my 6's are pretty swirly stripped things ^_^ hehe.

You know what I lied. Stuff has been up.
There's been some shit goin on with my mom lately, and it's been bugging me, mostly just when it comes up.
A week or two ago we took my mom to the hospital because we thought she was showing signs of stroke. It ended up that her chest pains were because of her enlarged heart and her extreme headache was being caused by some leisons [i probably spelled that wrong... "lee=zuhns"] in her skull.
It turned out that the doctors at the hospital determined that it was most likely Patchits Disease, which is basically an imbalance in bone cell things. She would have more cells that destroy bone than cells that create bone. She'd just have to take something like those commercials on TV.
Well she had a real doctor appointment the other day and they determined that it wasn't Patchits. They also determined that it wasn't Leukemia. But Dr. Peffall did say that they're the sort of leisons that people get after they've had cancer and gone through kemo and stuff.

Guys, my mom hasn't had cancer.
So now they're running tests on her and stuff, but we haven't gotten any results back yet. I suppose they're thinking there's some cancer that hasn't been detected yet or something. I feel like we need House here.
I'm just hoping that maybe the cancer had been in her uterus or somewhere up there because she had it all ripped out a while back. So maybe it was in there and they never discovered it and now she doesn't have anything there anymore so there's no more cancer. Thus, she has post-cancer leisons.
That'd be nice, but no one really knows what's going on.

I'm just scared for my mommy.

Other than that in life, everyone's going away to college.
I just saw Tina for the last time for a while the other day, I didn't get to see Joanna before she left, Ashley's off at Villa Julie, Kristin's at MICA, and I don't know who else's left already. Ashley and Tina were the only two people whom I really knew when they were leaving.
GUYS!!! I just actually typed whom. I probably used it wrong, too, but it sounded right.

Anyway I just hate how life randomly hits you, ya know?
Ah well, things'll get better soon.

Now, I seriously have to sleep. I wanted to go to bed at 3 and look what happened, it's fucking 5:35. I have to work 2-10:30 tomorrow.

GOODNIGHT haha.

I'M GRADUATED WOOOOOOOOOOOO sweet.

Bel Air '07~! :3

So today we leave for seniorweek!!! We meanine me, Katie, Dayna, and Kristin. It's gonna be so much fun I'm so excited. Well kind of. I'm more internally excited and it's not showing. My mom woke me up at like 6 something. WE'RE NOT GETTING KATIE UNTIL 10.

Argh.

So now I have about 3 hours of nothing to do. Nice.

You know what that means? Setting up my online bank stuff and MAPLE!!! :3


Zetanai - Broa - Pandemonium
MurpleMage - Broa - FluffMuffin
Maikani - Broa - FluffMuffin
MeanieCrow - Broa - Pandemonium

Incase anyone cared to know, hehe.
yarg I use Zetanai as everything now. Would be my DA name but I made this back in 7th grade and I decided to not make a new one =]

Oh, rambling.
Don't you love it?

I love you, Robby.
<3

You'll see, the title refers to a few things...

Anyway, LET THE JOURNAL ENTRY BEGIN!!!

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Ahhh, finally. School is coming to an end... Well, not that there was much school in the first place... I only go/went 2 days a week =\
But really, it's not over yet. It's over whenever I leave English tomorrow. Which I'm not even that worried about, actually. I've gotten A's on all my other paper's, and I think one B. Plus, we just have to go in and write a casual paper, and it's real easy.

It's nice that I don't have to work until Friday. Which also happens to be my 18th birthday. Sweet, do you knwo what this means?

Come Friday, all of the following will be true...

1. I'm a fucking adult.
2. I can vote.
3. I can get married.
4. I can drive whenever the fuck I want.
5. I can smoke and/or buy cigarettes for people. [Though I don't plan on it]
6. I can buy porn.
7. I can become a minister.
8. I can use the trash compactor at work.
9. I can get shit off of infomercials. SWEET.
10. I can enter contests and sweepstakes.
11. I can get my tattoos.
12. I can have sex.
13. I can be a substitute teacher.
14. I can drink on my trip to Mexico.
15. And I can do everything else you can do when you're 18 that I'm not thinking of

I'm not getting much from anyone, but that's okay with me. My parents have had to spend so much on me this year it's unreal, and it's perfectly fine that they skip my birthday, even if it IS my 18th. The way I see it, Mexico IS my present. That's perfectly fine.
My Aunt isn't giving me anything because earlier this year [like a month or two ago] she gave me a $200 check to be for my birthday and graduation present. Also to help pay for prom stuff.

Oh, prom... WHICH, by the way, was AMAZING. Well, it started off kind of rough but it all came around, and I had an amazing time. Thanks so much to my friend and amazing boyfriend.

I say "amazing" alot.

Graduation. That's in, like, 3 weeks. Yikes! How scarey is that? Aaaahhhh. And in just a few months I'll be moving down to Virginia with my boyfriend. That's pretty really extremely scarey, too. But it's also super exciting...

Maybe I'd feel better about it if he'd just talk to his mom... Whatever, it'll happen.

Senior week's coming up, too. How long now, what, about a month? Well, I know that's not extremely soon but it is considering you only get one senior week! I really hope that Walgreens gives me every day off...

After senior week comes Mexico, WOOOO!! I can not frikkin WAIT. So I'm randomly realizing that I don't really feel like writing anymore. NUUUUUUUU oh well. This is kind of long anyway. Plus, my eyes are tired, Robby just called me, and I need to find a source thing for my paper tomorrow.

NIGHT EVERYONE!!